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The third person dies a tragic death.

26 Apr
I had been kicked, crushed and disarrayed
Fractions of my life in shambles.
Wanting to undwindle the time
When letting go was beyond imagination.

I screamed my lungs out
When I found your dual identity
Hopeful as it may seem
It tore my irrevocable trust.

I had not foreseen this
Nor had I thought about it
With a tiny sparkle of light
I found my way to that darkened path.

....................(breathing for momentum)

I saw you and unmistakingly
It was not me with you.
ME. I.
What you so called significant other.
Significant...what?
Fuck you!

That female dog haunted my nights
My days that turned into years
I was possessed with revenge
I could not get over it
I wanted to kill....
Both.

I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep.
I couldn't look at my face in the mirror
For fear of seeing them in my own reflection
I cried, I screamed
I wanted to die.

For weeks I did not eat, but just water.
While friends prayed,
YOU..
YOU! How dare you!?
'have the audacity to call to let me know you still care..?..!
You stupid son of a *bitch!!!

Now it rained on you
Realized I was important
Thought of that son that made you smile
Missed the voice that called you dad...
A family is all that was.

Now you want it all back
Back to assume all that was.
As simple words that may convey
"I'm sorry, I messed up
I want you back.

What??!
Do you think
It's just that simple
"I want you, I'm sorry
Let's fuck and be merry...!?

LIES LIES LIES!!!
What's to believe in
I can't even differentiate a lie from the truth
When you start to open your mouth
Better yet close it.

.......................

It's been two(2) years
It's not a no-go situation
He has not given up...'told him to do just that
Why he stays, when nothing's left..?
Respect, trust, love...where did they all go?
Toilet. ....

Now he's back
I should be ..... happy..?
I don't know.
Where is that female dog now...?
The answer lies in the title.
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Posted by on April 26, 2011 in Infidelity

 

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