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My Vendetta for YOU.

19 May

I look at you with despise and rage that boils from within.

I spit on the ground from which you stand.
You are nothing but filth.
You are nothing but a sack of horseshit.
You are nothing but a diminutive species that I consider lower than scum!
I vomit at the mention of your very name.
My acid stains the inside of my stomach when I see you everytime.
I don’t trust you.
I don’t respect you.
I don’t like you.
I fucking abhor you!
Your presence starts to give me that stench.
You know that smell of rotting insides of a carcass??
Yeah…that’s you!
Love is farther from my thoughts.
I could never love you again.
Revenge is what I want.
I have this fucking vendetta on you.
I want you to suffer.
Suffer more than I have ever felt.
Die a thousand deaths!
I would kill you if taking lives were legal.
I’d do the kind of ways of killing you slowly.
I’d use a scalpel.
To slice all over your body and just make an open wound.
I’d pour salt to every open wound that I’ve made.
I will let you scream with pain.
Endless and endless of pain.
I’ll cut your ears, ‘cut them with a very dull scissor.
I’ll hammer your knees till your kneecaps crack.
I’ll cut your fingers one by one but not touch the ring finger on the left.
But first, I’ll nail your hands palms down with a very rusty nail, then start crushing them with a hammer.
Your screams, oh your screams will be enticing to my ears.
That would really invigorate my thoughts to eradicate the wails and my asthma-causing cries in the middle of the night.
Ahh.. now your ring finger.
I will cut your ring finger.
Chop them little by little.
Melt the gold ring.
That symbol of Eternity, Love, Marriage and Trust.
For better or worse.
Till you die do we part.
Now the ring has melted.
I will mix it in the chopped ring finger and feed it to you.
I will burn your neck with a hot spoon, fresh from the blazing fire of a torch.
Touch your skin with it, especially those open wounds…
Do you feel the burn…?
Does it hurt?
I hope it does.
But there’s more.
But I’ll wait till you are conscious again…
My soul will rot but the Vendetta I have for you will always be there.
I love you with a revenge stuck like a dagger to my heart.
I’ll never forgive you.
Even in death I will stalk you.
You should have thought a thousand times before you had begun hurting me.

I don’t play….

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37 Comments

Posted by on May 19, 2011 in Infidelity

 

37 responses to “My Vendetta for YOU.

  1. Jingle

    May 20, 2011 at 10:02 AM

    very sad or upset piece,
    well expressed.

    Thanks for the contribution, Happy Rally.

     
  2. Mihir Vatsa

    May 20, 2011 at 10:06 AM

    Finally! A relief from all the flowery verses which talk about childhood love, walking in rain, sitting idle and shit!

    Very expressive, very true and very humane!

    Hell, that was such a fun!!

     
    • veronicadimarco

      May 20, 2011 at 5:38 PM

      I eventually cracked on this one. but yes thank you, I’m not really into holding hands while walking in the rain… hahaha!
      Love for me is just a figment of the imagination, the brain lets u believe you are inlove while the heart is confused by what it feels.

      Love should have been perfect.

       
  3. Helena

    May 20, 2011 at 11:05 AM

    Now THAT’s what I call revenge – not just any old revenge but tireless, fearless revenge. I’ve got to give it you, as shocking as it may sound, you’ve left no feeling of rage unturned! Get in there!

     
  4. veronicadimarco

    May 20, 2011 at 5:27 PM

    Thank you very much! …comes from the heart.

     
  5. mindlovemisery

    May 21, 2011 at 4:57 AM

    So much anger and vehemence you really conveyed your seething rage well!

     
  6. jcahrens

    May 21, 2011 at 5:33 AM

    This piece was a nice change. The emotional turmoil was intense and well versed!

     
  7. veronicadimarco

    May 21, 2011 at 5:48 AM

    I really appreciate your comments. It’s simple when you just let go of the rage in your writing… ;]

     
  8. gregbrown

    May 21, 2011 at 7:13 AM

    remind me never to get on your bad side.

     
  9. Life: Between the lines

    May 21, 2011 at 2:18 PM

    o how I know those feelings and I so can relate..
    Nicely expressed. I hope you find what you need 🙂
    enjoy the rally!

    http://lynnaima.wordpress.com/2011/05/21/in-the-land-of-pretense/

     
    • veronicadimarco

      May 21, 2011 at 9:06 PM

      thanks for the comment…! you enjoy the rally too.. ;]

       
  10. BUTTERFLIES OF TIME

    May 21, 2011 at 9:00 PM

    Must have been so cathartic having said all this, A letting go of all the collected waste of emotions.

     
  11. veronicadimarco

    May 21, 2011 at 9:07 PM

    That is true… ;]
    thank you.

     
  12. moonscribbles

    May 22, 2011 at 7:29 PM

    such vendetta!….pain, hurt, hate, kill…..now its the harsher side of love……
    love the poem 🙂

     
  13. Virtual Sinner

    May 23, 2011 at 11:14 AM

    No really, Veronica, tell us what you really feel.

     
    • veronicadimarco

      May 24, 2011 at 9:09 PM

      It won’t fit in here… Lol…
      anyways… thank you.. ! ;]

       
  14. carefreewanderer

    May 24, 2011 at 3:34 AM

    Whoa! I read your mother’s poem and I read this and I go,WHOA! Powerful stuff I should say and I’m just loving the incredible passion, the hate, the anger in your words.Hurt speaks through and your words just jump out of the page to hit you full in the face. Loved every word!

     
    • veronicadimarco

      June 1, 2011 at 8:56 PM

      @moon scribbles melancholy thoughts: wow!!! thank you very much for this! i have become speechless… this is the first time i have my stuff published online and it is indeed something wonderful when people notice your work..! thank you so very much!!

      you too have such great talent!! ;]

       
  15. luna15

    June 4, 2011 at 12:11 PM

    Hi, I absolutely adore this, I don’t feel this way often but when I do, I rage.

    you might like this one.

    http://lunawitch15.wordpress.com/2011/04/10/the-poison-drips/

    let me know what you think kay?
    well i am gonna subscribe so I don’t lose u now that I found yah.
    Luna

     
  16. shoelessboywonder

    June 4, 2011 at 7:19 PM

    Hate is a powerful emotion, anger, rage, mind altering urge of violence. You expressed yourself well, though I have one thing to add, you forgot about the grinder, and you should consider the 7 basic torchures >:-) Blunt, Fire, Ice, Slice, Sound, Pressure, and i forget the last one….Take him through all 7 rounds #.#

     
    • veronicadimarco

      June 5, 2011 at 12:10 AM

      hahahah! you are very correct!
      I will do that next time! >;] ( sinister laugh )

      thank you for your comment..please do visit again.

       
  17. Lynn

    June 13, 2011 at 4:28 AM

    If these words could really kill, the object would definitely be rotting by now. Too powerful it makes one uncomfortable if shes never been in that situation. On the other hand, I can imagine the ladies yelling “Cheers go get him tiger!”

     
    • veronicadimarco

      June 14, 2011 at 6:04 AM

      Hahaha!! yeap.. that’s what I’m talking about… ;]

      Thank you very much Lynn…!

       
  18. The Noiseless Cuckooclock

    August 30, 2011 at 11:14 AM

    powerful expressions.
    wow.
    you rock.

    😉

     
  19. veronicadimarco

    August 30, 2011 at 9:24 PM

    Thank you very much Noiseless Cuckooclock!.. Appreciated the most… ;] \m/

     
  20. Morning

    September 14, 2011 at 5:13 AM

    HI:

    THe bluebell is children’s literature on week 10, try to write one based on the image you see as well and submit.

    Thanks for linking..

     
    • veronicadimarco

      September 14, 2011 at 8:18 AM

      OMG! I am sorry! it is supposed to be a different post..LoL…is there anyway you can delete my submission… I believe it’s supposed to be different. 😦 SO CARELESS OF ME.. I APOLOGIZE TO YOU AND TO EVERYBODY…

       
    • veronicadimarco

      September 14, 2011 at 8:22 AM

      @Morning: OMG! I am sorry! it is supposed to be a different post..LoL…is there anyway you can delete my submission… I believe it’s supposed to be different. SO CARELESS OF ME.. I APOLOGIZE TO YOU AND TO EVERYBODY…

       
  21. morning

    September 15, 2011 at 12:03 PM

    hi,

    link in your correct one yourself, I will try to delete this one after that.

    thanks…

     
  22. Helena (Hey! Lena)

    September 15, 2011 at 1:16 PM

    I’ve done similar!…….I’ll pop back later!

     
  23. veronicadimarco

    September 17, 2011 at 7:13 AM

    @morning: thank you very much! I have new submission..I hope you like it! 🙂

    WHEW!!!

    @Helena (Hey! Lena): hehehehe….. yeap! I already did mine… heheh 🙂

     

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